theres this boy
and it might have taken a little while but i became head over heels in love with him....i would have done anything for this guy...i wanted to do everything for this guy.
& it turns out he wouldnt/didnt want to do the same for me
and its funny bc when i look back everythings cloudy...and im questioning everything
its like i finally see this person in a new light... i see what i put up with.... i see all the imperfections in the relationship
and of course nothings perfect esp. a relationship
i guess i just see..... how little trust.love.care there was the whole time
i feel like... how do i even call that a real relationship.
its just funny how u meet someone...and u feel like ur life changes & u cant imagine ur life without them
now all i want is him out of my life.
& all i want is for the hurt he made me feel to go away .
